May 222004
well, the Cancer Agency called today to tell me that, somewhere in the world, someone pushed a button and ‘randomized’ me for this study and it turns out I will be in the control group.
And I guess I am a bit disappointed about that but I am trying to remember that I am still in the study and they will still be watching my every move and every move every one of my cells makes and all. I just won’t get the new drug(s) and I won’t do chemo those extra 4 days on the chemo weeks.
It’s not like they are going to give me some second rate drugs or anything.
So, that’s that.
I had a moment of insomnia so I thought I would take a sec and let people know.
More as i?we figure it.